mirandamarieb

Everyone has experienced loss at some point in their life. I’d like to believe there is a God, but sometimes I really think that is just my subconcious protecting me from thinking the end is simply just the end… I don’t understand how if He is so powerful, He could take anyone this young, or someone this happy.

I really just don’t understand.

No one knows when they will pass. And I don’t think it is every anyone’s “time”. I don’t think it’s part of anyone’s ”plan”. I think it’s bullshit. And we go when we go. Life is a survival game, in a way. We’re here, just trying to live every day to the best of our abilities, and we take the EVERY DAY part for granted.

If I die young, I hope I can say I have impacted as many people as Kyle or Krista have. They were wonderful people with huge hearts. If I die young, I hope I see them up there. If I die young, I hope people remember me as me. And if I die young, I hope the people I care for the most can bear through it and live on like I would want them to. It’s strange how you can’t imagine moving on when a friend has passed, but in reality, if that were you, you wouldn’t be able to stand watching your friends and family live miserably.

I hope they’re smiling right now.. If there is a God, he took two of the greatest smiles on this Earth.